Today I am frustrated again.  I thought I was done.  IV was out but things didn't go so well so I am back on the juice.

I am totally venting.   I can't knit fast enough or well enough to suit me.

Clear Sky is growing and doing well in spite of the economy and I have two partners who depend on me...who I know I am letting down right now.

In January my partner Dave said to me in a meeting that he would believe I would take care of myself when he saw it.  I guess I proved nothing this year.

I have responsiblities here.  Jay should retire from Clear Sky in 20 years and Dave has a family to take care of and I know I do the best customer support in the world...so how do I fulfill that need to step back and keep our business model?

How do you find that place where you take care of everything that needs to be taken care of?

I'm pissed...and mad and just want to be a big ol'baby.   But by golly I will finish my Mom's Slippers in the Infusion Chair!!